Emoetry - Hush

Hush…that's what she said as she placed her index finger on my lips,

As soon as her finger lifted…we found ourselves locked in a passionate kiss,

My hands moved lower down her body and held her tight around her hips,

It was at that moment…I knew I had found my very own version of bliss,

Hush…that's what she said as we stood atop the car park staring at the stars,

I stood silent…eyes transfixed on the silhouette that is her body in the dark,

I catch a glimpse of her beautiful face from the moonlight and lights of passing cars,

It was at that moment…I knew that this was definitely more than a spark,

Hush…that's what she said as we laid on my bed in each others embrace,

The silence broken by the melody of pouring rain hitting hard on the roof tiles,

I held her close…matched her breathing and felt my heart race,

It was at that moment…I knew I wanted this to last for more than "just awhile",

Hush…that was the last thing she said to me as she walked away,

Back to the arms of another who deserved her more than I ever will,

I flashed her a smile…the one that shows her that I am and will be okay,

It was at that moment…I knew what was coming was more than a bitter pill,

Hush…that was what I said to myself to keep my heart from breaking,

Even though the tears had already started forming and falling from my eyes,

I knew this was never going to end up where I wanted it…I should've seen it coming,

It was at this moment…I knew this is what happens when you fall in love with lies.

Emoetry - U.I.

I went to bed angry,
But woke up with tears in my eyes,
With thoughts fuzzy and vision blurry,
Wondering why my love for you won't die,

I stare at the blank walls,
Of what was once our home... Now my prison,

And a floor that is laid out with pitfalls,

And rooms and halls filled with demons,

I wonder how did you feel,
When you walked away from what we had,
Because your freedom left me encased in steel,
The silence and loneliness slowly driving me mad,

I get up to stand on my two feet,
Only for my knees to buckle under the weight,
I guess this is my taste of defeat,
But strangely I feel no anger or hate,

I sit on the floor in a state of confusion,
Instead of missing you less each day,
And wanting to get away from this complication,
I seem to be missing you more in every way,

I dust myself off and use the bed for leverage,
And walk towards the closed door,
Telling myself I will learn to manage,
On my own... without you for awhile more,

I feel the sunshine hit me as the door opens,
It instantly reminds me of the warmth of you,
Immediately my heart and soul is awoken,
And I immediately stop feeling so blue,

I know even though you are no longer here,
You still have a piece of my heart in your hands,
Which is why I must stay strong and persevere,
Until you return so we can finally make amends.

Emoetry - If We Never

If we never met,
I wonder where our lives would be,
You'd be a lot happier I bet,
Living a life without the memory of me,

If we never said hello,
I wonder if we'd end up here today,

Both feeling a little hollow,

And "sorry" is all that we have to say,

If we never went for our first date,

I wonder if I would have been happy for six years,

But then again...maybe it wasn't our fate,

Especially after all the fights and tears,

If we never had our first kiss,

I wonder if things would have ended up this messy,

And now you're the one that I constantly miss,

During rainy days or even when it is sunny,

If we never fell in love,

I wonder if you'd have found someone better,

Your true guardian angel sent from up above,

Who'd shower you with flowers and love letters,

If we never had those petty and stupid fights,

I wonder if you'd still be with me right now,

Holding me through my darkest days and nights,

Calming me with your bright and loving glow,

If we never ended up where we are currently,

I wonder if you'd still want to have time apart,

From me and everything we've built loftily,

Because you still hold the very key to my heart,

If we never speak to each other again,

I wonder if you'd still think of us once in awhile,

And I hope you'd be able to forget all the pain,

And once again show the world your beautiful smile,

If we never get a chance to see each other,

I wonder if I'll still be left here wondering,

What life would be like if you loved another,

While I'm left here in a standstill and hoping,

If you never ever want to come back,

I wonder if I'd ever be able to forget the one I lost,

Because you were the one keeping my life on track,

Which is why losing you in my life has been the worst.

Emoetry - Last

If I could find a way back to your heart,
I'd make so it'll never fall apart,
Because at the end of it all,
You've picked me up every time I fall,

If I could find a way to be part of your soul,
I'd make it so that we'll always be whole,
Because you and I are one,
Like a knot that should never be undone,

If I could find a way to hold your hand,
I'd make it so that our story will never end,
Because my heart feels empty without you,
As I'm left here lost... Not knowing what to do,

If I could find a way to make you smile again,
I'd make it so I'd erase all the hurt & pain,
Because I'm hoping you'd forgive me,
So I could finally set you free,

If I could find a way to give you one last kiss,
I'd make it so I won't be the one that you miss,
Because I've become the biggest mistake,
That you've ever had the misfortune to make,

If I could find a way to turn back time,
I'd make it so I'd never have to write this rhyme,
Because with it comes a heart I've broken,
And a beautiful life I've stolen,

If I only could,
I definitively would,
Now I know I should,
Too late.... I was never good.

Emoetry - Fade

Huddled in the corner of a room,
Arms wrapped around his knees,
His world is now in a vacuum,
Where all that's left is debris,

The silence is deafening,
Despite the laughter coming from the hall,
The memories come crashing,
Despite him not thinking about anything at all,

He is surrounded by reminders,
Of how they once lived their lives together,
From the photos to the clothes to the perfume,
Items that now just leave him dazed and confused,

All he wants is just to hold her once more,
To hold her hands that caressed and nursed him,
He wished she'd appear and walk through the door,
But all he is left with is shadows in his world so dim,

He longs to hear her call his name again,
The voice of his very own guardian angel,
That soothes and takes away all his pain,
But all he is left with is the taunts of the devil,

He dreams of looking into her eyes,
Ones that once looked at him with love and adoration,
The ones he swore to wipe whenever she cries,
But it was he who caused them to lose passion,

He knew all along it was his own doing,
That she was already gripping at the end of the rope,
And yet it all remained the same and he did nothing,
Now all that he's left with is hope beyond hope.