Emoetry - Last

If I could find a way back to your heart,
I'd make so it'll never fall apart,
Because at the end of it all,
You've picked me up every time I fall,

If I could find a way to be part of your soul,
I'd make it so that we'll always be whole,
Because you and I are one,
Like a knot that should never be undone,

If I could find a way to hold your hand,
I'd make it so that our story will never end,
Because my heart feels empty without you,
As I'm left here lost... Not knowing what to do,

If I could find a way to make you smile again,
I'd make it so I'd erase all the hurt & pain,
Because I'm hoping you'd forgive me,
So I could finally set you free,

If I could find a way to give you one last kiss,
I'd make it so I won't be the one that you miss,
Because I've become the biggest mistake,
That you've ever had the misfortune to make,

If I could find a way to turn back time,
I'd make it so I'd never have to write this rhyme,
Because with it comes a heart I've broken,
And a beautiful life I've stolen,

If I only could,
I definitively would,
Now I know I should,
Too late.... I was never good.

Emoetry - Escape

She held out her hands,
And invited me to dance in the rain,
I let out a huff and that was the end,
And yet she continued to try in vain,

She called to me to follow,
Her on to the roof to look at the stars,
I shook my head and said no,
Turning away before I could see her tears,

She tugged at the sleeve of my shirt,
Beckoning me to take a walk with her,
I dismissed her idea as if it were dirt,
Dismissing how I was pushing her away further,

She stood there right in front of me,
As she cried and poured her heart out,
I stood there thinking about the pain I wrought,
To this individual of immense beauty,

She turned and walked away,
Not looking back at the hell I created,
I reached out for her but to my dismay,
All I get a hold of is memories that I tainted,

I walked out into the unexpected thunderstorm,
To feel the rain drops touch my skin,
But what I really want is to feel her warmth,
And for her to say she forgives my sins,

But that's all a dream that I can just hope for,
In the end, I pray she gets all that she deserves,
Love, happiness, companionship and so much more,
With someone whose love for her is never reserved.

Emoetry - Fade

Huddled in the corner of a room,
Arms wrapped around his knees,
His world is now in a vacuum,
Where all that's left is debris,

The silence is deafening,
Despite the laughter coming from the hall,
The memories come crashing,
Despite him not thinking about anything at all,

He is surrounded by reminders,
Of how they once lived their lives together,
From the photos to the clothes to the perfume,
Items that now just leave him dazed and confused,

All he wants is just to hold her once more,
To hold her hands that caressed and nursed him,
He wished she'd appear and walk through the door,
But all he is left with is shadows in his world so dim,

He longs to hear her call his name again,
The voice of his very own guardian angel,
That soothes and takes away all his pain,
But all he is left with is the taunts of the devil,

He dreams of looking into her eyes,
Ones that once looked at him with love and adoration,
The ones he swore to wipe whenever she cries,
But it was he who caused them to lose passion,

He knew all along it was his own doing,
That she was already gripping at the end of the rope,
And yet it all remained the same and he did nothing,
Now all that he's left with is hope beyond hope.