tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-353349242024-03-08T16:51:00.255+08:00Poetic Daydreams & NightmaresAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.comBlogger49125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-2194719675971086652016-08-30T00:28:00.001+08:002016-08-30T00:28:39.572+08:00Emoetry - Hush<span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11pt;">Hush…that's
what she said as she placed her index finger on my lips,</span><br />
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As soon
as her finger lifted…we found ourselves locked in a passionate kiss,</div>
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My hands
moved lower down her body and held her tight around her hips,</div>
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It was at
that moment…I knew I had found my very own version of bliss,</div>
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Hush…that's
what she said as we stood atop the car park staring at the stars,</div>
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I stood
silent…eyes transfixed on the silhouette that is her body in the dark,</div>
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I catch a
glimpse of her beautiful face from the moonlight and lights of passing cars,</div>
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It was at
that moment…I knew that this was definitely more than a spark,</div>
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Hush…that's
what she said as we laid on my bed in each others embrace,</div>
<div lang="en-US" style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">
The
silence broken by the melody of pouring rain hitting hard on the roof tiles,</div>
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I held
her close…matched her breathing and felt my heart race,</div>
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It was at
that moment…I knew I wanted this to last for more than "just awhile",</div>
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Hush…that
was the last thing she said to me as she walked away,</div>
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Back to
the arms of another who deserved her more than I ever will,</div>
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I flashed
her a smile…the one that shows her that I am and will be okay,</div>
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It was at
that moment…I knew what was coming was more than a bitter pill,</div>
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Hush…that
was what I said to myself to keep my heart from breaking,</div>
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Even
though the tears had already started forming and falling from my eyes,</div>
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I knew
this was never going to end up where I wanted it…I should've seen it coming,</div>
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It was at
this moment…I knew this is what happens when you fall in love with lies.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-58366022078514432822016-07-22T02:32:00.000+08:002016-07-22T17:52:38.779+08:00Emoetry - BreakYou find yourself awake at 3 in the morning,<br />
With slivers of light breaking through the curtain,<br />
As the skies are filled with flashes of lightning,<br />
And crashes of thunder highlight the presence of rain,<br />
<br />
You on the other hand are stifling the surge of emotions,<br />
And holding back the wave of tears that is set to follow,<br />
As the darkness in your mind brings out the demons,<br />
That have found their way into your heart that feels hollow,<br />
<br />
You close your eyes only to be met with flashbacks,<br />
Of the countless mistakes that you've made,<br />
Further feeding your demons for their eventual attack,<br />
You then think of your regrets which sharpens their blades,<br />
<br />
You start to gasp for air and start taking deep breaths,<br />
Only to feel as though you're suffocating further,<br />
And all you can hope for is a quick and painless death,<br />
This is when you start believing in a Heavenly Father,<br />
<br />
You feel the pain of wounds that slowly start to show,<br />
A stark reminder of the countless times you've fallen,<br />
With the results being skinned knees and grazed elbows,<br />
Leaving you feeling a little worst for wear and downtrodden,<br />
<br />
You keep telling yourself that there is no end to this nightmare,<br />
That you're destined to walk a lonely path of pain and sorrow,<br />
You're convince that you will never escape from the devil's lair,<br />
And all that's left for you is despair and a darker tomorrow,<br />
<br />
But know this o'child of the Earth and His kingdom,<br />
The darkness, sorrow and pain never lasts,<br />
For you will find the strength, resolve and wisdom,<br />
To realise that all these demons and ghosts are in the past,<br />
<br />
Dig down deep and realise that you are more than your mistakes,<br />
Dig down deep and let go of your doubts and regrets,<br />
You will learn that your soul may bend but it never breaks,<br />
And you will learn that each mistake you’ve made are actually assets,<br />
<br />
If you ever feel lost in the midst of the fog and darkness,<br />
All you have to do is reach your hand out and say a little prayer,<br />
And your guardian angels will lead you out of the madness,<br />
Into days where things will seem much brighter,<br />
<br />
Because just like the street lights that come through your curtain in slivers,<br />
The light always finds a way to make it to the darkest corners,<br />
When all seems bleak and hopeless; remember this o'child,<br />
You are loved and the world wants to see your smile.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-32012858199238270882016-04-20T00:21:00.001+08:002016-04-20T00:22:08.073+08:00Emoetry - U.I.<div dir="ltr">
I went to bed angry, <br />
But woke up with tears in my eyes, <br />
With thoughts fuzzy and vision blurry, <br />
Wondering why my love for you won't die, </div>
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I stare at the blank walls, <br />
Of what was once our home... Now my prison,</div>
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And a floor that is laid out with pitfalls,</div>
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And rooms and halls filled with demons,<br />
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I wonder how did you feel,<br />
When you walked away from what we had,<br />
Because your freedom left me encased in steel,<br />
The silence and loneliness slowly driving me mad,<br />
<br />
I get up to stand on my two feet,<br />
Only for my knees to buckle under the weight,<br />
I guess this is my taste of defeat,<br />
But strangely I feel no anger or hate,<br />
<br />
I sit on the floor in a state of confusion,<br />
Instead of missing you less each day,<br />
And wanting to get away from this complication,<br />
I seem to be missing you more in every way,<br />
<br />
I dust myself off and use the bed for leverage,<br />
And walk towards the closed door,<br />
Telling myself I will learn to manage,<br />
On my own... without you for awhile more,<br />
<br />
I feel the sunshine hit me as the door opens,<br />
It instantly reminds me of the warmth of you,<br />
Immediately my heart and soul is awoken,<br />
And I immediately stop feeling so blue,<br />
<br />
I know even though you are no longer here,<br />
You still have a piece of my heart in your hands,<br />
Which is why I must stay strong and persevere,<br />
Until you return so we can finally make amends.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-47168903298308710782016-04-09T19:15:00.004+08:002016-04-10T01:10:37.143+08:00Emoetry - If We Never<div dir="ltr">
If we never met, <br>
I wonder where our lives would be, <br>You'd be a lot happier I bet, <br>
Living a life without the memory of me, </div>
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If we never said hello, <br>I wonder if we'd end up here today,</div>
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Both feeling a little hollow,</div>
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And "sorry" is all that we have to say,</div>
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If we never went for our first date,</div>
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I wonder if I would have been happy for six years,</div>
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But then again...maybe it wasn't our fate,</div>
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Especially after all the fights and tears,</div>
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<br></div>
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If we never had our first kiss,</div>
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I wonder if things would have ended up this messy,</div>
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And now you're the one that I constantly miss,</div>
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During rainy days or even when it is sunny,</div>
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If we never fell in love,</div>
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I wonder if you'd have found someone better,</div>
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Your true guardian angel sent from up above,</div>
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Who'd shower you with flowers and love letters,</div>
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If we never had those petty and stupid fights,</div>
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I wonder if you'd still be with me right now,</div>
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Holding me through my darkest days and nights,</div>
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Calming me with your bright and loving glow,</div>
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If we never ended up where we are currently,</div>
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I wonder if you'd still want to have time apart,</div>
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From me and everything we've built loftily,</div>
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Because you still hold the very key to my heart,</div>
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If we never speak to each other again,</div>
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I wonder if you'd still think of us once in awhile,</div>
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And I hope you'd be able to forget all the pain,</div>
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And once again show the world your beautiful smile,</div>
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If we never get a chance to see each other,</div>
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I wonder if I'll still be left here wondering,</div>
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What life would be like if you loved another,</div>
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While I'm left here in a standstill and hoping,</div>
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If you never ever want to come back,</div>
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I wonder if I'd ever be able to forget the one I lost,</div>
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Because you were the one keeping my life on track,</div>
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Which is why losing you in my life has been the worst.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-30681167436316677062016-03-26T15:01:00.001+08:002016-04-09T17:51:07.583+08:00Emoetry - Crash <div dir="ltr">
As he sits and listens to the waves crash,<br />
With a cigarette now mostly ash,<br />
His mind wanders to memories of the past,<br />
And how things spiraled out of control so fast,<br />
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There are days that leave him empty and in a daze,<br />
And there are others that leave him in an inescapable maze,<br />
His own little hell of anger, confusion, sadness and pain,<br />
A place he swore that he would never be in again,<br />
<br /></div>
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But how could he have seen in coming?<br />
The eventual crash of everything he had hoped for,<br />
But how could he have stopped what he was feeling?<br />
Well....quite frankly, he has actually been here before,<br />
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So he should have known better than to fight the "good fight",<br />
He should have stopped being so arrogant and defiant,<br />
He should have just thrown in the towel when it was right,<br />
But no...he just had to topple this imaginary giant,<br />
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For it was something that would have given him closure,<br />
And it was something that would free him from his torment,<br />
But in the end...it was just a giant mountain of manure,<br />
Leaving him with nothing but a hard fall to the cement,<br />
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Once again his self-confidence had gotten the better of him,<br />
When common sense and logic should have taken over,<br />
Now all that is left is little to no hope that flickers so dim,<br />
And a memory that he didn't expect to be this sour,<br />
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Once again he listens to the waves crash,<br />
As blood escapes the wound of the slash,<br />
And drips into the ocean and slowly drifts away,<br />
Just like that "perfect" moment he let go of that day.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-56980850456978631882015-09-23T01:29:00.001+08:002015-09-23T21:13:01.182+08:00Emoetry - Last<div dir="ltr">
If <u>I</u> could find a way back to your heart, <br />
I'd make so it'll never fall apart,<br />
Because at the end of it all, <br />
You've picked me up every time I fall,</div>
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<br />
If I could find a way to be part of your soul, <br />
I'd make it so that we'll always be whole, <br />
Because you and I are one, <br />
Like a knot that should never be undone,</div>
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If I could find a way to hold your hand, <br />
I'd make it so that our story will never end, <br />
Because my heart feels empty without you, <br />
As I'm left here lost... Not knowing what to do,</div>
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If I could find a way to make you smile again, <br />
I'd make it so I'd erase all the hurt & pain, <br />
Because I'm hoping you'd forgive me, <br />
So I could finally set you free,</div>
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If I could find a way to give you one last kiss, <br />
I'd make it so I won't be the one that you miss,<br />
Because I've become the biggest mistake, <br />
That you've ever had the misfortune to make,</div>
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If I could find a way to turn back time, <br />
I'd make it so I'd never have to write this rhyme, <br />
Because with it comes a heart I've broken, <br />
And a beautiful life I've stolen,</div>
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If I only could, <br />
I definitively would, <br />
Now I know I should, <br />
Too late.... I was never good. </div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-42932391148935088822015-09-01T19:45:00.002+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.178+08:00Emoetry - Escape<p dir="ltr">She held out her hands,<br>
And invited me to dance in the rain,<br>
I let out a huff and that was the end,<br>
And yet she continued to try in vain, </p>
<p dir="ltr">She called to me to follow,<br>
Her on to the roof to look at the stars,<br>
I shook my head and said no,<br>
Turning away before I could see her tears,</p>
<p dir="ltr">She tugged at the sleeve of my shirt,<br>
Beckoning me to take a walk with her,<br>
I dismissed her idea as if it were dirt,<br>
Dismissing how I was pushing her away further,</p>
<p dir="ltr">She stood there right in front of me,<br>
As she cried and poured her heart out,<br>
I stood there thinking about the pain I wrought,<br>
To this individual of immense beauty,</p>
<p dir="ltr">She turned and walked away,<br>
Not looking back at the hell I created,<br>
I reached out for her but to my dismay,<br>
All I get a hold of is memories that I tainted,</p>
<p dir="ltr">I walked out into the unexpected thunderstorm,<br>
To feel the rain drops touch my skin,<br>
But what I really want is to feel her warmth,<br>
And for her to say she forgives my sins,</p>
<p dir="ltr">But that's all a dream that I can just hope for,<br>
In the end, I pray she gets all that she deserves,<br>
Love, happiness, companionship and so much more,<br>
With someone whose love for her is never reserved.</p>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-21098922279595541342015-08-24T00:39:00.001+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.157+08:00Emoetry - Fade<p dir="ltr">Huddled in the corner of a room,<br>
Arms wrapped around his knees,<br>
His world is now in a vacuum,<br>
Where all that's left is debris,</p>
<p dir="ltr">The silence is deafening,<br>
Despite the laughter coming from the hall,<br>
The memories come crashing,<br>
Despite him not thinking about anything at all,</p>
<p dir="ltr">He is surrounded by reminders,<br>
Of how they once lived their lives together,<br>
From the photos to the clothes to the perfume,<br>
Items that now just leave him dazed and confused,</p>
<p dir="ltr">All he wants is just to hold her once more,<br>
To hold her hands that caressed and nursed him,<br>
He wished she'd appear and walk through the door,<br>
But all he is left with is shadows in his world so dim,</p>
<p dir="ltr">He longs to hear her call his name again,<br>
The voice of his very own guardian angel,<br>
That soothes and takes away all his pain,<br>
But all he is left with is the taunts of the devil,</p>
<p dir="ltr">He dreams of looking into her eyes,<br>
Ones that once looked at him with love and adoration,<br>
The ones he swore to wipe whenever she cries,<br>
But it was he who caused them to lose passion,</p>
<p dir="ltr">He knew all along it was his own doing,<br>
That she was already gripping at the end of the rope,<br>
And yet it all remained the same and he did nothing,<br>
Now all that he's left with is hope beyond hope. </p>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-12667741771070957532010-06-07T01:29:00.005+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.136+08:00Emoetry - InevitableHey, its me again,<br />That voice inside your head,<br />The one you locked away in vain,<br />It feels good to be back from the dead,<br /><br />Hey, don't you love this feeling?<br />Knowing I'm in your brains whispering?<br />And as I free myself I'm scratching and clawing,<br />Through your soft and tender heart that's beating,<br /><br />Hey, why'd you try to drown me?<br />Wasn't I everything you couldn't be?<br />Did you think you'd be totally free?<br />I know I'm the only vision you see,<br /><br />Hey, it was inevitable that I would return,<br />Returning with a match ready to burn,<br />Lighting your inspiration that's been taciturn,<br />Killing the boredom that you spurn,<br /><br />Hey, folks, I'm back!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-85561629832673058902009-04-21T01:13:00.008+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.251+08:00Emoetry - ForeverHis doing a 180 on the freeway,<br />Riding towards the igneous sunset,<br />Heading for the bridge near the bay,<br />To that spot where they first met,<br /><br />He finds peace whenever his here,<br />The setting sun always relaxes him,<br />The sky orange with a tinge of azure,<br />His view of the sea starts to dim,<br /><br />Other than the atmosphere and view,<br />Memories would soon fill his mind,<br />He wished to relive every one anew,<br />He wanted to leave the future behind,<br /><br />This was where their paths crossed,<br />Broken hearts with a different story,<br />Lost souls sad, lonely and confused,<br />Both looking for a moment of revelry,<br /><br />He decides to walk over to her slowly,<br />She looks at him and lets out a smile,<br />They just watched the sunset quietly,<br />Both longed for the silence for awhile,<br /><br />As the sun let out its one final glow,<br />And the moon appears to take its place,<br />They finally turned and said "Hello",<br />Moonlight illuminating her angelic face,<br /><br />They then spent hours together,<br />Hours eventually turning into days,<br />Days led to the promise of forever,<br />But forever is a word that never stays,<br /><br />Forever broke and it became whenever,<br />Whenever ended and it became soon,<br />Soon stopped and it became never,<br />Never stayed on just like the moon,<br /><br />It was like a fairy tale in the beginning,<br />With a sweet love story in the middle,<br />But there's always a twist in the ending,<br />A dreaded answer to an obvious riddle,<br /><br />Listening to the soft crash of the waves,<br />And staring at the sky filled with stars,<br />He finally wipes his tears on his sleeves,<br />And moves away from the steel bars,<br /><br />As he rides off into the velvet night,<br />She finally arrives but its a little too late,<br />He rides down the road devoid of light,<br />At that moment there's a twist of fate,<br /><br />In the distance she hears a loud crash,<br />Driving towards that sickening noise,<br />In her mind unwanted images flash,<br />She starts hearing his sweet voice,<br /><br />She finds him in a pool of blood motionless,<br />He wipes her tears and says "I'll be better",<br />She cries as she held him close in the mess,<br />With his last breath all he said was "Forever".Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-866471067262614812009-04-19T21:49:00.002+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.257+08:00Emoetry - GonePieces of me fall to the ground,<br />But I move on without a sound,<br />As I slowly stop and turn around,<br />The old me is nowhere to be found,<br /><br />The memories that used to remain,<br />In the darkest corners of my brain,<br />Which caused all the hurt and pain,<br />Were never thought of ever again,<br /><br />Deep down in me there was a secret,<br />It was a secret that filled me with fret,<br />Time spent with you was hard to forget,<br />Yet now I'm moving on without regret,<br /><br />Losing you was what I really needed,<br />Just another chapter in life that ended,<br />The chapter that I would have avoided,<br />But its made me learn to be grounded,<br /><br />I'm asking you to take a look at me now,<br />And see how time has made me grow,<br />Our ending a new beginning somehow,<br />Memories of us now just an afterglow,<br /><br />You may have been the sweetest one,<br />Yet you left me afraid, frail and alone,<br />But after all that's been said and done,<br />I thank you because the old me is gone.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-42315029934547530022009-04-12T16:12:00.006+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.172+08:00Emoetry - Easter WonderIn the room with a closed door,<br />Only silence is heard in the hall,<br />Posters strewn across the floor,<br />Instead of staying put on the wall,<br /><br />Sitting silently on a tatty mattress,<br />Brooding under a hooded sweater,<br />Breathing in dust from the mess,<br />Writing on a used piece of paper,<br /><br />Determined to finish his last poem,<br />His greatest piece of work ever,<br />Writing the Lord's beautiful anthem,<br />And how God made his life better,<br /><br />He thanks God for giving him life,<br />He thanks God for the people he loves,<br />He thanks God for keeping them safe,<br />He thanks God for the bread loaves,<br /><br />He thanks God for Jesus,<br />He thanks Jesus for taking his place,<br />Forgiving his sins in a way so glorious,<br />That thoughts of it makes him rejoice,<br /><br />The moment he finishes writing,<br />He throws open the curtains,<br />Gets on his knees and starts praying,<br />Thanking God for easing the pains,<br /><br />He stands up and spreads his wings,<br />Stands on the window sill to the roof,<br />He looks up to the skies and sings,<br />That God is the one and only proof,<br /><br />Dreaming of this glorious day,<br />Ever since he was just only seven,<br />He was ready to make his way,<br />To be by God's side in heaven.<br /><br />I thank God for every moment I'm alive,<br />I thank God for forgiving all of my sins,<br />I thank God for teaching me how to love,<br />I thank God for breaking my chains,<br /><br />God gives me strength,<br />God saves me from evil,<br />God is with me on Earth,<br />God hides me from the devil,<br /><br />My lord God is indescribable,<br />My lord God is unchanging,<br />My lord God is a love miracle,<br />My lord God is alive and living.<br /><br />Thank You for everything Father.<br />In Jesus's name I pray.<br />Amen.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-39631263609739216092009-04-10T16:38:00.007+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.167+08:00Emoetry - SingI sing; While she falls asleep,<br />It helps casts her worries away,<br />Peaceful; In a dream so deep,<br />I sing because she promised to stay,<br /><br />I sing; While she's sick,<br />Songs are a miracle medication,<br />Better; As she recovers quick,<br />I sing because she's my addiction,<br /><br />I sing; While she's fuming mad,<br />Just to calm and soothe her soul,<br />Calm; Things no longer seem bad,<br />I sing because she made me whole,<br /><br />I sing; While she's on bed crying,<br />Hoping to stop her falling tears,<br />Happy; Its great to see her smiling,<br />I sing because she killed my fears,<br /><br />I sing; While she's feeling euphoric,<br />The songs just adds to the memories,<br />Free; Life with her is always idyllic,<br />I sing because she stifled my cries,<br /><br />I sing; As she wakes in the morning,<br />While she's bathed in sunshine,<br />Alive; She's the reason I'm living,<br />I sing because she's mine.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-79898287754544773662009-03-29T00:44:00.011+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.229+08:00Emoetry - BurningSitting quietly in the dark,<br />Searching for an inspiration,<br />Waiting for a poetic spark,<br />Finding a needed revelation,<br /><br />The room is lit by candle light,<br />I watched the flames flicker,<br />Something doesn't feel right,<br />I pause and start to wonder,<br /><br />Everything was quite a blur,<br />Like the line between the smoke,<br />And flame which lost its fervour,<br />When my chain of thought broke,<br /><br />Something struck me in the face,<br />It was quick; I never saw it coming,<br />And it was gone without a trace,<br />It felt like my head was burning,<br /><br />I smelled the ashes of my skin,<br />Watching embers fall to the ground,<br />The burning continues deep within,<br />The flames searing and soul bound,<br /><br />It consumed my soul in a fiery blaze,<br />It made my heart pound furiously,<br />Leaving me in confused and in a daze,<br />Yet it left me euphoric surprisingly,<br /><br />Like a torrent of unsurpassed passion,<br />A much needed surge of emotion,<br />A welcomed poetic blood transfusion,<br />Poetry was finally back in motion,<br /><br />Thanks to that burning candle,<br />Which has melted into my heart,<br />Making every complication bearable,<br />Making my life into a work of art.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-81921915905510314432009-03-20T02:22:00.004+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.240+08:00Emoetry - Leaving Me, Loving YouStanding on the summit,<br />Watching another sunrise,<br />On the soft green grass I sit,<br />With a calm; stoic disguise,<br /><br />The flow of the cool breeze,<br />Sets my trapped soul free,<br />I wish this scene could freeze,<br />Stopping the sway of every tree,<br /><br />The warmth of the rising sun,<br />Heats up my cold empty soul,<br />Sitting up here used to be fun,<br />When you and I were a whole,<br /><br />This is where we shared our bliss,<br />Where we confessed our feelings,<br />Where we shared our first kiss,<br />Where we had our secret meetings,<br /><br />Every single moment here felt right,<br />When you let out your sweet charm,<br />When you were silhouetted by sunlight,<br />When you hung on tightly to my arm,<br /><br />You made my world more than fine,<br />With your beautifully angelic smile,<br />With your sweet cherry lips on mine,<br />You made living seem worthwhile,<br /><br />The moment you left my soul died,<br />Your absence has torn me to pieces,<br />The moment you left I was denied,<br />Your absence is now a sufferances,<br /><br />My ice cold facade falls apart,<br />Eyes filled with sickening tears,<br />I feel a sharp pain in my heart,<br />I'm living in a nightmare of fears,<br /><br />Lifting my head to the heavens,<br />I pray for an angel to take me away,<br />I start hearing the caws of ravens,<br />But God says "No my child; not today",<br /><br />That is when I feel the cool air,<br />With the sweet scent of roses,<br />I feel fingers run through my hair,<br />And taste lips from sweet kisses,<br /><br />I open my eyes ever so slowly,<br />Afraid of the blinding light,<br />I now see your outline so clearly,<br />You held me in your arms so tight,<br /><br />You whispersed "I'm sorry I left you",<br />"Its something I'll never do again",<br />"Please forgive me for all the pain",<br />All I said was "I love you too".Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-72644547569291090152009-03-19T05:13:00.002+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.209+08:00Emoetry - Sweet AddictionI have an addiction,<br />To poetry in motion,<br />Its a spicy temptation,<br />Life and every creation,<br /><br />But my greatest addiction,<br />Is my greatest possession,<br />Or my greatest affliction,<br />It leads me on a mission,<br /><br />What do I choose to abuse?<br />What lights my poetic fuse?<br />Who is this so called muse?<br />What is it that I choose?<br /><br />To put it very simply,<br />Its how you love me,<br />To put it very sweetly,<br />Its how we're meant to be,<br /><br />Its your hugs and kisses,<br />That keeps me living,<br />You've fulfilled all my wishes,<br />But I still keep on wishing,<br /><br />For us to be this way forever,<br />To you I'll never say never,<br />You're the greatest drug ever,<br />Yes you; my sweet lover.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-71291283112439768982009-03-19T04:27:00.003+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.203+08:00Emoetry - She Stands ThereShe stands there waiting,<br />In a beautiful flowing gown,<br />She stands there crying,<br />With a very cute frown,<br /><br />She stands there wiping,<br />Her tears that flow slowly,<br />She stands there staring,<br />As I walk over to her calmly,<br /><br />She stands there stoically,<br />As I wipe her tears gently,<br />She stands there confused,<br />As I smile like I'm amused,<br /><br />She stands there steadily,<br />As I hugged her tightly,<br />She stands there smiling,<br />As we slowly start kissing,<br /><br />She stands there waiting,<br />Still with a smile on her face,<br />Its not me she's missing,<br />As it wasn't my time or place.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-64921942632826772862009-03-19T04:10:00.003+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.199+08:00Emoetry - It Started With A BlinkI see something blink,<br />In the dark night sky,<br />It makes me think,<br />What if I could fly,<br /><br />Where would I go?<br />Could I be with you?<br />Even if it were so,<br />Are these feelings true?<br /><br />I ask myself silly questions,<br />Which make me hesitate,<br />And break into little fractions,<br />These are the feelings I hate,<br /><br />Not being able to tell you how I feel,<br />Not being able to be by your side,<br />Feeling your breath so real,<br />I want to know why do I run & hide?Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-13378252929664415792009-03-02T00:07:00.007+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.146+08:00Emoetry - More Than BloodlineWe met four years back,<br />In a place that felt like hell,<br />Where skies were pitch black,<br />And leaves constantly fell,<br /><br />The moment we clicked,<br />Situations drastically changed,<br />It was a friendship that worked,<br />No longer were we estranged,<br /><br />We spent endless hours at night,<br />At the point of pointlessness,<br />Till the arrival of the bright sun light,<br />With unending topics of madness,<br /><br />We've shared moments of bliss,<br />And also shared moments of pain,<br />Good times; moments I miss,<br />Bad times; never again,<br /><br />I've found the greatest of friends,<br />Who've been there for me always,<br />I pray our friendship never ends,<br />We'll be friends till the end of days.<br /><br />To my blood brothers,<br />I'd take a bullet for you,<br />To my beloved sisters,<br />I'll always watch out for you,<br /><br />I write and dedicate,<br />This poem to my "family",<br />Amazing how we met by fate,<br />I love all of you sincerely.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-12928128933848335952009-02-25T00:16:00.010+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.141+08:00Emoetry - Answering DreamsIt was passed midnight,<br />I was close to sleeping,<br />Under the moonlight,<br />With crickets chirping,<br /><br />The silence is broken,<br />By a "handy" cellphone,<br />Immediately I awaken,<br />To silence the ring tone,<br /><br />I answered the call,<br />I mumbled a "hello",<br />One of my pillows fall,<br />I stop felling mellow,<br /><br />After a minute or two,<br />There was still no reply,<br />I had no idea what to do,<br />I waited as time passed by,<br /><br />I started to count sheep,<br />And I said "hello" again,<br />I was ready to fall asleep,<br />"Rest now" said my brain,<br /><br />I did my best to stay awake,<br />To the monotonous silence,<br />I said "Oh for God's sake!",<br />Thinking of a next sentence,<br /><br />I hear an unfamiliar voice,<br />It captured my attention,<br />Even through the noise,<br />Awaiting a connection,<br /><br />I heard it again once more,<br />A voice strangely missed,<br />My ear was getting sore,<br />But I wasn't even pissed,<br /><br />The line started to clear,<br />I heard her voice perfectly,<br />Her sweet voice so dear,<br />The one I missed so badly,<br /><br />We both had loads to say,<br />We spoke till daybreak,<br />A start of another day,<br />The end of heartache,<br /><br />I could hear her sighs,<br />I didn't want this to end,<br />It was time for goodbyes,<br />Time wasn't being a friend,<br /><br />We both hit the "red" button,<br />That's when my eyes opened,<br />Head still on very soft cotton,<br />It was only a dream that ended,<br /><br />She was by my side all this while,<br />Dreaming calmly without a care,<br />Asleep with a beautiful smile,<br />Radiant like a flower so rare,<br /><br />I kissed her whilst holding her,<br />Feeling her warmth was all I need,<br />I prayed we'll be this way forever,<br />Forever living in a dream indeed.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-58879295845350864772009-02-23T12:38:00.019+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.194+08:00Emoetry - Distant Thoughts<div>Its hard to forget,<br />Someone like you,<br />When our eyes met,<br />A dream came true,<br /><br />In an unfamiliar place,<br />At an unexpected scene,<br />The smile on your face,<br />Made it all feel serene,<br /><br />Your presence was ample,<br />To drown out the noise,<br />You made it seem simple,<br />All I heard was your voice,<br /><br />You smiled and said "Hi",<br />I paused and stuttered,<br />What sounded like "Bye",<br />You stared and laughed,<br /><br />Life paused for a moment,<br />As I gazed into your eyes,<br />I wanted it to be permanent,<br />I hate it when time flies,<br /><br />As days turned into months,<br />Time spent with you fade,<br />Memories; moth eaten cloths,<br />Fragments left in a dark shade,<br /><br />I still think of you now and again,<br />Wondering if you remember me,<br />The distance is driving me insane,<br />Its your smile I'm wishing to see,<br /><br />I still hear you but its not easy,<br />Because the sound of your voice,<br />Its now just a distant memory,<br />Result of a poorly made choice,<br /><br />If I had made a different move,<br />Would things be any different?<br />Would we be here and in love?<br />Or would I have left a dent?<br /><br />You're still a distant thought,<br />But someday I'll draw you close,<br />You're the angel I sought,<br />The one I wouldn't want to lose.<br /></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-57791939816922075212009-02-07T06:12:00.003+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.189+08:00Emoetry - Bliss In The AbyssStaring into the abyss,<br />Wishing to find peace,<br />Hoping to find bliss,<br />Praying for a release,<br /><br />I find things unexpected,<br />Thoughts I wished were dead,<br />Situations that I hated,<br />Still locked in my aching head,<br /><br />Memories long forgotten,<br />Dates and days I've hidden,<br />Feelings that have rotten,<br />Like the apples of Eden,<br /><br />Why are they still here?<br />All these things that I fear,<br />In my visions they adhere,<br />All disgustingly crystal clear,<br /><br />Yet all of them are precious,<br />Each one as darling as the other,<br />Each one marvellousy wondrous,<br />In my mind they will always linger,<br /><br />Once more I stare into the abyss,<br />Knowing it is you that I miss,<br />Remembering every kiss,<br />You definitely are my abysmal bliss.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-30230686202123939412009-01-07T17:23:00.014+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.162+08:00Emoetry - Lovely SkiesHave you noticed from afar,<br />How a star looks like a crystal jar,<br />But it'll still never been on par,<br />As the sparkle in your lover's eyes,<br />Or the gleam as you say goodbye,<br />Or how a glance makes you fly,<br /><br />Have you ever clearly seen,<br />A blue moon where you've been,<br />And how it makes you feel serene,<br />Just like when your lover smiles,<br />The whole world just freezes awhile,<br />It stays with you for a million miles,<br /><br />Have you ever wanted to feel,<br />Clouds that were so soft so real,<br />Yet looking at them feels so surreal,<br />Its like feeling your lover's skin,<br />Their touch makes your head spin,<br />Its a dream you've wished to be in,<br /><br />Have you ever silently listened,<br />To the raindrops as it poured,<br />Leaving your soul relaxed,<br />Its as if your lover is laughing,<br />They show us the purpose of living,<br />To find our way and stop wondering,<br /><br />Have you ever tried tasting,<br />Snowflakes when it was snowing,<br />You still do it even when its freezing,<br />Will it remind you of your lover's lips,<br />And do you remember every kiss,<br />I'm sure its something you truly miss,<br /><br />Have you ever wondered,<br />How the dark clouds disappeared,<br />And a rainbow magically appeared,<br />Its because they do it out of love,<br />Our lovers sent from up above,<br />In our lives they are wove.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-20076574711246690502009-01-06T11:35:00.008+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.152+08:00Emoetry - Fine & Breathing LetdownThere is a singer,<br />Whom I admire,<br />His songs make me unwind,<br />His words tend to linger,<br />Like an ever burning fire,<br />In the depths of my mind,<br /><br />So here are a few lines,<br />From albums new and old,<br />Each one brilliant as the other,<br />That I've changed to rhymes,<br />With it my story will unfold,<br />And keep you entertained forever,<br /><br />When I wake in the morning,<br />I thank God that I'm living,<br />I want to blow into pieces,<br />And conquer new places,<br />I want more than just okay,<br />Why can't it be like this everyday?<br /><br />When I’m up with the sunrise,<br />Your beauty is always a surprise,<br />I want more than just blue skies,<br />I need to stare into your hazel eyes,<br />I want more than just okay,<br />It is; as beside you I get to lay,<br /><br />When I'm lit with the sunshine,<br />I know I'm more than fine,<br />I want more than just a good time,<br />And I will chronicle them in a rhyme,<br />I want more than just okay,<br />Because to you I get to say,<br /><br />That I'm learning to breathe,<br />You've pulled me out of my sheathe,<br />I'm learning to crawl,<br />You've healed me after every brawl,<br />I'm finding that You,<br />With everything you do,<br /><br />And You alone can break my fall,<br />You've been with me through it all,<br />I'm living again, awake and alive,<br />Into your beautiful soul I wish to dive,<br />I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies,<br />You presence tends to ease my sighs,<br /><br />It was a beautiful letdown,<br />Into the gutter I was thrown,<br />When I crashed and burned,<br />To stop my cries you returned,<br />When I found myself alone; unknown and hurt,<br />You found ways to mend my heart,<br /><br />The day I knew,<br />The day I truly grew,<br />That all the riches this world had to offer me,<br />As rich as I may tend to be,<br />Would never do,<br />As all I ever needed was you,<br /><br />When You found me here,<br />I was constantly leaving in fear,<br />Yeah, for once in a rare blue moon,<br />I've received my boon,<br />I see everything clear,<br />As you've wiped away my tears,<br /><br />I'll be a beautiful letdown,<br />No longer will I frown,<br />That's what I'll forever be,<br />As you've given life back to me,<br />And though it may cost my soul,<br />Which no longer has a gaping hole,<br />I'll sing for free,<br />Your beauty the world has to see.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35334924.post-7337738105852789462009-01-06T02:22:00.006+08:002015-09-23T21:13:11.214+08:00Emoetry - Anything For EverythingIf I could do anything,<br />Just anything at all,<br />It would be this li'l something,<br />That you couldn't buy at a mall,<br /><br />This something is from the heart,<br />That you'll keep in your soul,<br />Forever; even when we're apart,<br />Even when I'm not there to hold,<br /><br />Its something that you can find,<br />Even when life keeps you down,<br />And when you need to unwind,<br />When in a troubled sea you drown,<br /><br />What would I be able to do?<br />To keep you out of the blue,<br />I need you to be true,<br />No wait; I don't want a clue,<br /><br />Whenever we're together,<br />It feels as time slows to halt,<br />I wish it'll stay this way forever,<br />While we dance an endless waltz,<br /><br />Whenever I catch a glimpse,<br />Of your magnificent beauty,<br />Its like watching a lunar eclipse,<br />My heart tends to stop its duty,<br /><br />But its no longer about me,<br />Or how I want things to be,<br />I just want you to see,<br />That I want you to be free,<br /><br />So keep that angelic smile,<br />And that shine in your eyes,<br />Even when we say our goodbyes,<br />And not see each other for awhile,<br /><br />Just smile everyday,<br />As I'm watching over you faraway,<br />For as on this green grass I lay,<br />My feelings for you will never sway,<br /><br />But please keep this promise,<br />After seeing all you need to see,<br />And being who you need to be,<br />Please come back to me.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11490991587506883209noreply@blogger.com0