Sunday, August 24, 2008

Emoetry - Missing Enigma of Love

The moon and stars shine,
Brightly,
The rain starts falling,
Heavily,
I watch you sleeping,
Peacefully,
I smile knowing you're mine,
Happily,

I move the hair covering your face,
Slowly,
I kiss your sweet lips,
Gently,
It feels like I've found my place,
Finally,
Your presence is what I miss,
Easily,

I whisper I love you,
Softly,
I hold onto your hand,
Tightly,
I love how you do everything,
Gracefully,
I'll be with you till the end,
Surely,

I leave the room,
Silently,
Not wanting to wake you,
Abruptly,
You saved me from my doom,
Unexpectedly,
I've never felt a love so true,
Wholeheartedly,

I make my way to the roof,
Anxiously,
I'm soaking wet due to the rain,
Refreshingly,
Your love is proof,
Undeniably,
That a heart can heal from pain,
Magically,

I fell asleep,
Rapidly,
The rain still falls,
Heavily,
It hides my tears as I weep,
Unknowingly,
I didn't hear your calls,
Worriedly,

You found me,
Knowingly,
You hugged me,
Lovingly,
You woke me,
Gently,
You kissed me,
Tenderly,

We sat there,
Stoically,
Looking at the sky,
Dreamily,
Which was now clear,
Wondrously,
Time just flew by,
Rapidly,

You let out a yawn,
Sleepily,
You laid your head on my shoulder,
Lazily,
I wanted to stay till dawn,
Wishfully,
I wanted to stay by your side forever,
Truthfully,

I carried you back to bed,
Grudgingly,
I had to leave as dawn came,
Sadly,
I kissed your forehead,
Yearningly,
My love for you will stay the same,
Definitely,

I'm sorry I left you alone,
Lonely,
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye,
Apologetically,
I'm sorry I left things undone,
Messily,
I'm sorry I had to die,
Please forgive me.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Emoetry - Vicious Cycle

You found me,
Heard my cries,
You freed me,
Cutting the ties,
You healed me,
From these lies,
You kissed me,
I felt the skies,
You hugged me,
Stopped my sighs,
You carried me,
Helping me rise,
You left me,
My soul dies,
You killed me,
No more tries,

I needed you,
Not anymore,
I wanted you,
Feelings of yore,
I carried you,
Made me sore,
I loved you,
Ancient lore,
I despise you,
To the core,
I hate you,
From every pore,
I killed you,
With a gore,
I buried you,
Your heart I tore.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Emoetry - Night Fright

I've been losing sleep lately,
When I close my eyes,
I see a vision of you clearly,
The vision reminds me of your lies,

Thoughts of you used to put me to sleep,
Now they just haunt my dreams,
Thoughts of you now seep,
Like toxic into beautiful streams,

These thoughts used to take away my pain,
Away from my heart and my mind,
Now the pain starts all over again,
Its like you just hit "Rewind",

The dream has turned into a nightmare,
Where you plucked out my heart,
And crushed it without a care,
Then threw it at the wall like a dart,

Paranoid and schizophrenic,
I awaken with cold sweat while shaking,
I don't know where I'm heading,
Depression Lane Or Village Psychotic,

You left me frail and broken,
It feels like I've lost my soul,
So many things left unspoken,
It was you that kept me whole,

Memories of you crowd my every thought,
Causing my emotions to go haywire,
I'd feel better if I were set on fire,
I'm sure it'll stop the pain you brought,

I become claustrophobic in my room,
The walls close in on me,
Spikes replace where the walls used to be,
Closing in; sealing my fate with doom,

I finally know the feeling of being used,
This nightmare leaves me dazed and confused,
Its now hard for me to go to bed,
Quite frankly; I'd rather wake up dead.

Emoetry - Straight Edged Rage

Its time I break out from this cage,
I won't hold back this bestial rage,
Its time I lived life on the edge,
I'm taking a leap off this ledge,
Its adrenaline I don't need a gauge,
I'm tearing up the rules page by page,

I'm done sitting by the sideline,
I've had enough of letting time flyby,
I'm about to explode like a land mine,
No longer do rules or regulations apply,
I ain't going to pay my dues or fine,
I'll leave this all behind high and dry,

I've had enough of crawling in this pit,
I've had enough of taking all this shit,
No longer will I stand while others sit,
I'll tear these restrains apart bit by bit,
I'll be on life like an assassin on a hit,
Suicide is something I wouldn't commit,

I don't live for spirits or beers,
I don't need any substances,
I have other ways of killing my fears,
And strengthening my defences,
No longer will I shed bloody tears,
I'll leap over these walls and fences,

I'm like a freight train,
Crashing through every obstacle,
I no longer feel pain,
I'm close to being maniacle,
I've everything to lose nothing to gain,
But I'm still not wishing for a miracle,

I've been living a lie,
It was never the best thing for me,
I could have just laid down and die,
But that was never meant to be,
I just found a way to untie,
These leashes; now I'm breaking free,

My body may be aching,
My wounds might still be bleeding,
It feels like I'll never stop falling,
But my scars are healing,
I embrace this hated feeling,
Nothing will stop my heart from beating,

Here's what I'm trying to say,
I'm finally doing things my way,
Nothing will make me sway,
I was bound to explode some day,
So its time for the world to pay,
I'm letting the beast out to play.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Emoetry - Poetically Me

I'm thinking its about time,
For me to discover who I am,
To me life is poetry in motion,
Thats why I live for every moment,
I relate everything with a rhyme,
And when I don't I feel like a dam,
Just waiting for a major explosion,
Which causes poetic bombardment,

I am straight edged,
Finding happiness in my own way,
It may seem boring,
But at least I know I'm happy,
People call me deranged,
But I don't care about what they say,
Its best to just keep ignoring,
Living my life without getting angry,

Things happen for a reason,
Good or bad it still happens,
Just got to find the answers,
Of why it happened to you,
There's a way to cure poison,
And soften metal that hardens,
Picking myself up from the gutters,
I found what I must do,

My mind was on a stalemate,
I was living in a world with no light,
But I now I see things clearly,
And know the reasons I was made,
I may not be in a euphoric state,
But at least I'm thinking straight,
Fighting to make my dreams a reality,
I'm not ready let them fade,

I'm working hard to fight for it,
I'm studying every little detail,
I'm appreciating every second,
I'm carving my name in stone,
I may be a poetic, straight-edge misfit,
You may think I'll fail,
But I am one of a kind,
And I am 2nd to none.