Emoetry - If We Never

If we never met,
I wonder where our lives would be,
You'd be a lot happier I bet,
Living a life without the memory of me,

If we never said hello,
I wonder if we'd end up here today,

Both feeling a little hollow,

And "sorry" is all that we have to say,

If we never went for our first date,

I wonder if I would have been happy for six years,

But then again...maybe it wasn't our fate,

Especially after all the fights and tears,

If we never had our first kiss,

I wonder if things would have ended up this messy,

And now you're the one that I constantly miss,

During rainy days or even when it is sunny,

If we never fell in love,

I wonder if you'd have found someone better,

Your true guardian angel sent from up above,

Who'd shower you with flowers and love letters,

If we never had those petty and stupid fights,

I wonder if you'd still be with me right now,

Holding me through my darkest days and nights,

Calming me with your bright and loving glow,

If we never ended up where we are currently,

I wonder if you'd still want to have time apart,

From me and everything we've built loftily,

Because you still hold the very key to my heart,

If we never speak to each other again,

I wonder if you'd still think of us once in awhile,

And I hope you'd be able to forget all the pain,

And once again show the world your beautiful smile,

If we never get a chance to see each other,

I wonder if I'll still be left here wondering,

What life would be like if you loved another,

While I'm left here in a standstill and hoping,

If you never ever want to come back,

I wonder if I'd ever be able to forget the one I lost,

Because you were the one keeping my life on track,

Which is why losing you in my life has been the worst.